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I Went into the Forest Looking for Meaning

An archival reflection from the author’s manuscript files. This short text is distinct from the publisher’s version of the essay.

I moved into a yurt in a secluded pine forest in Maine as a freshly minted “art major”. I wanted to see if I could find my artistic self by studying nature.

I started a thought experiment which went something like this:

If life is made from a unit block–

What would it look like?

How would it manifest emergent order?

Could it be understood mathematically or as a code?

My drawings slowly turned into strange diagrams describing a system of algorithmic self-similar automata.

Nature’s breadcrumbs led me to a kind of math which exhibited a strange beauty.

I called this system “Y-theory” because that single “Fibonacci-esque” structures had a Y-shape. Y-theory gave me a lens to see the world in terms of common syntax and grammar.

I entered the woods an artist asking questions and nature responded with mathematical patterns and transformed me in the process into something else.

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